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Have you ever had those moments when you feel so sad and lonely that you can't seem to shake off that feeling?
Have you ever felt like the people you care the most are slowly slipping away... slowly being taken away from you without actually losing them? It's like they're there... but not really. Have you ever come to the point when you realize that you're left on your own to try to figure things out, to get a grip and try not to break down in public? Have you ever felt so lost, wandering, confused, scared, and for the first time in such a looong time... the realization that you hardly know yourself anymore? Have You ever felt what it's like to be human? Desperate? Needy? Wounded? Tormented by questions whose answers you know you can never fully comprehend? I'm sorry... I seem to forget at times that You do. You were once like us, a mortal in anguish... suffering and even tempted, yet never sinned. Yet You knew the answers. You knew what You had to do. And You did it. Lord, I'm sure You know what You were doing when You continue to mold me to be who I am right now despite how proud and stubborn I am. You still chose me, unworthy I may be, to be Your child and follower... I'm all messed up inside. I don't think I'm strong enough. Sigh. Please don't ever give up on me? I need You now more than ever... |
| Rey September 9, 2008 06:30 PM PDT Dearest Hannah, By our own strength we will fail, but you know as well as I do that grace comes as it always does: "free of charge, no strings attached, on the house." hehe. Be strong. | ||
| janna September 8, 2008 10:46 AM PDT hanhan, sorry if i fail to reply to your messages. i do remember you and speak of you and miss you. | ||
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